Wednesday, September 10, 2014

clarifying being alone...

i have lived in savannah for almost 4 years.  i have a very unique if not crazy work schedule. my schedule has me working most weekends. i am not a bar person nor a drinker really. hard to join groups that meet at regular times due to my schedule and unpredictable workload.

i am shy and actually timid if not in a one on one situation.  people think that i am so funny and outgoing i shouldn't have any trouble making friends.  well i do. that being said i am not sure how to fix or correct this sense of being alone.  being alone doesn't meant that i don't have family that cares about me and that i could call.  it means i have no one here to hang out with.  i have no one here to share shit with. texting, facebooking and emailing is not the same as sitting across from someone and talking.  i am not nor was not looking for anything, i was just making a statement.  if you have any idea how for me to make friends with my work schedule and unpredictable workload, feel  free.  no have pity or sympathy or even empathy for me please.  i was just making a statement.  take it at that.

make sense?

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